Slumber Until My Death 

Soul dark worn out
Pain so great
Nothing left inside
I tried to find happiness
Happiness ran out on me
I’ve got to pull myself
Out of myself
Hidden deep inside myself
I’ve got to eat my suffering
I’ve got to drink my tears away
She is my hole in my heart
Absence of warm flesh
No body for me to hold
No face for me to look Upon
Just the shadows
In this lonely, old home
Just the mental images
Inside my deranged, fragile mind
I’m a slave of decay
Haunted by faded yesterday
The blood in my veins
Feels like hardened crystals;
Lay in the dirt let the
Death worm crawl into my ear
Burrow deep in my brain
Devour my pain
Choke down my shattered,
Fragmented memories
Chew and swallow my eyes
So that I can no longer see
The beauty of happiness
Which is a visual of misery
My own personal Hell
Can I fall into a coma
Slumber until my death

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Dear Mr. Insane Pain

wp-1489959643348.jpgRUNNING AWAY FROM MYSELF

RUNNING AWAY TO MY DEATH

I CAN’T LIVE WITH MYSELF

I CAN’T DIE BUT ONE DEATH;

RUNNING TOWARDS TROUBLE

RUNNING FROM MY PAST

I CAN’T STEP INTO YESTERDAY

I CAN’T CRAWL INTO THE FUTURE

PRESENT DAY AND TIME

I AM TRAPPED IN A BUBBLE;

DEAR MISTER INSANE PAIN

WON’T YOU LET ME BREATHE

CAN’T YOU LET ME SEE

WHY WON’T YOU LET ME GO

YOUR TALONS PIERCE;

HELLO MY DEAR FRIEND,

WAKE UP AND HEAR ME

I’M CRYING, I’M RUNNING,

I’M SCREAMING IN MY BRAIN

DEAR MISTER INSANE PAIN RELEASE ME;

THE DEVIL SITS ON MY SHOULDER

“COME DANCE WITH ME;

MY FRIEND THE REAPER AWAITS

DON’T FEAR ANYTHING

THERE IS NO WRONG OR RIGHT”

IN MY MIND THERE ARE TWO

SIDES OF MY EXISTENCE

I’M RUNNING NO WHERE

I AM A SLAVE TO THE PAIN

MY ANGEL’S WINGS HAVE BEEN SLICED

Death

This is the hour of hell

Beginning of legends to tell

Absence of lights

Resistance of innocent nights

Fever of burning desires

Heat of endless fires

Sadness, pleasures in pain

Goodness of minds turn insane

Death is waiting outside

Waiting for you to try suicide

Taking and possessing minds

No sense of feelings left behind

Darkness forms deeper in depth

Air grows thin as you take a breath

Mysterious visions before your eyes

Makes you tense, scared to rise

Depression raging out of control

Fear of losing your soul

Myths, legends, and stories come true

This painful nightmare comes to you

Darkness and blackness you will know

You are death and blind in your soul

Death you hate, death is fate

Death you must now await