Human BeingĀ 


I am just a human being
What is inside can’t be seen
A broken, shattered heart
A frozen soul ice hard
Your eyes can’t pentatrate
My mind, you can’t alleviate
My deep hidden pain
You can’t help or change
Who I am or what I am
You won’t understand;
I make many mistakes
Gone through heartbreak
Misery is an unwanted friend
That visits time and again
Sadness is well known
The darkness is my home;
Into the mirror I gaze
I am caught in a haze
What do I see before me
A broken, fragile human being
I am not perfect, I am alive
If you could feel as I
You would massage my heart
Caress my mind which is dark
You would gently hold
My shattered, aching soul;
Can you show me how to smile
Am I too repulsive and vile
Teach me how to feel
Let your warm embrace heal
I am not normal, far from
You might just turn and run;
I am barely a man, disesteemed
By definition only, a human being


Immaculate Bliss


Is the pain beneath the skin

Am I A tortured soul

Does the flame burn within

No one will ever know;

Gloomy days embody me

Blazing heart turned black

My eyes cry never-ending misery

Hiding my sorrow behind your back;

Put on my soiled mask daily

Along with my torn torniquet

Cover my emotional wounds insanely

My bleeding heart has no benefit;

I’m screaming behind my smile

I’ve become great at deceit, telling lies

Live in two worlds, not denial

Grotesque reality, I struggle to survive;

Put my heart in a noose

I’m blind to beauty and happiness

Escape by death if i choose

Wanting eternal, immaculate bliss

Sad Reality


People stare at me through their windows

They just can’t believe their eyes

Standing back away in the shadows

They don’t see me on the inside;

People spit in my face

Taunt, curse, and damn me

They say I’m pitiful , a disgrace

They just don’t understand me;

I’m not wealthy, but I’m not a fool

I do bleed and cry with pain

Been criticized, but taught the golden rule

Society’s dubbed me a crying shame;

I’ m poor and without a home

I haven’t any friends, left standing in the cold

All I have here is my sanity

All I have to fear is reality