Rejected by Heaven and Hell

heaven-hellMANY YEARS AGO THE WORLD WAS INTRODUCED

TO A NEW UNUSUAL HUMAN BEING

UNIQUE AND QUITE DIFFERENT IN MANY

ASPECTS, NOT WORTH SEEING

GROWING INTO A YOUNG MAN, THIS BEING

HAD A GREAT UNRIVALED MIND

GENIUS SOME WOULD SAY, INTELLIGENCE

FROM OUT OF THIS WORLD

QUESTIONS BEYOND THE ASTRONOMICAL SPHERE

ANSWERS NO EARTHLY BEING SHOULD BE ABLE TO KNOW

DEBATE ON THE EXISTENCE OF GOD AND HEAVEN

DEBATE ON THE EXISTENCE OF THE DEVIL AND HELL

HE HAS AN UNDISPUTED POINT OF VIEW, PHILOSOPHY

ALL IS CLEAR, NO PERSPECTIVE IS EQUAL

HE HAS NO EQUAL IN MIND, OR SOUL

HE IS IN A VOID ALL HIS OWN

KNOCKING ON THE DOOR OF HEAVEN WITH NO ANSWER

SCRATCHING ON THE DOORSTEPS OF HELL

WITH ONLY ECHOES OF FINGERNAILS

DOES NO ONE WANT THIS CREATURE

OF UNPARALLELED INTELLIGENCE TO EXIST

BEING THIS INCOMPARABLE,

GODLIKE, IS NOT WANTED BY ANYONE

NOT BY HEAVEN, NOT BY HELL

CHRISTMAS WISH

christmas

 A CHRISTMAS WISH, A CHRISTMAS DREAM,

I HOPE TO FEEL LOVE AGAIN

A BROKEN HEART, A SHATTERED SOUL

 TURN BACK TIME BEFORE THE PAIN BEGINS

TURN BACK TO WHEN I HAD HOPE

WHEN MY FUTURE WAS BRIGHT

TURN DOWN A LESS WINDING ROAD

WITH NO DEAD END IN SIGHT;

COULD MY YESTERDAY BE A BETTER TOMORROW

COULD MY TODAY BE A HAPPIER DAY

COULD MY TOMORROW COME WITH THE SUN

WILL MY SORROW BE WASHED AWAY;

CAN I FIND A BEAUTIFUL SNOW ANGEL

WILL SHE SHATTER MY MONOTONOUS LIFE

TURN MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN

BREAK ME FREE OF MY INTERNAL STRIFE;

A CHRISTMAS WISH, A CHRISTMAS DREAM,

DO CHRISTMAS MIRACLES REALLY EXIST

CAN I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN

WILL IT BE A CHRISTMAS MYTH

10,000 Times

10000

You are a majestic, graceful woman

My heart bleeds for you

I yearn for your touch

I need you close

I shout for you, beg for you

Come into my arms

Let me embrace your warmth

Hold you through the night,

Reaching and wanting you

Eager to have you with me;

You say yes and reach for me

Only half way, holding back

Saying that’s as far as you can reach

Yes, you will meet me

Yes, you will be with me

Yes, to my every want and desire;

No, we can never meet

No, we can never touch

Never to be in each other’s arms;

10,000 times I call your name

10,000 times I feel the pain

10,000 times you stole my heart

10,000 times you broke my heart

10,000 times I should have learned

10,000 times I’ve been burned

Death

This is the hour of hell

Beginning of legends to tell

Absence of lights

Resistance of innocent nights

Fever of burning desires

Heat of endless fires

Sadness, pleasures in pain

Goodness of minds turn insane

Death is waiting outside

Waiting for you to try suicide

Taking and possessing minds

No sense of feelings left behind

Darkness forms deeper in depth

Air grows thin as you take a breath

Mysterious visions before your eyes

Makes you tense, scared to rise

Depression raging out of control

Fear of losing your soul

Myths, legends, and stories come true

This painful nightmare comes to you

Darkness and blackness you will know

You are death and blind in your soul

Death you hate, death is fate

Death you must now await

Two open heart souls

night

Ghostly, soft silhouette of the moon

Scattered stars shimmer lightly

A peaceful, beautiful night

Two wandering, curious souls

Meet by the slightest of chance

Shadows cast around us hauntingly

Whispering, quiet conversation

A deep look into the inner sphere

Exploration of the heart and mind

Lay down upon the rough ground

Stare up into the grand canvas

Paint great and wonderful scenery;

Take a stroll down to the water’s edge

Sit on the rocks and boulders

Gazing into the greatness of a waterfall

The rushing sound of water

Make the blood rush in the veins

The return of conversation again

Laughter overwhelms, echoing

 Through the morning twilight

Stroll again towards the roads of wonder

An adventure in the night,

An adventure under the moonlight

An adventure of two wounded hearts,

Two tortured souls

Just for one night comforted each other

She wonders and ponders

sad-girlShe wonders and ponders

What could be wrong with her

Why is it she always feels stressed

Why does she feel a void in her life

She believes she’s an empty shell

Fear creeps in daily;

Will she live another day

Will she die at a young age

Will her internal ache ever heal

So many questions, so many thoughts;

She is beautiful and intelligent

She has wonderful, great friends

Things look good to the outside world

No one sees the rainstorm that resides inside her

Is there love in her future

Will her days be numerous

That will turn into many months

Which will eventually turn into years

Will her rainstorm turn into sunshine

Will her void be filled

She wonders and ponders….

Intertwined Souls

dance

We kissed under the moonlit sky

Soft breeze blowing around us

Our hearts beat rapidly in rhythm

Our breathing was long and slow

We were together, together as one

We danced and held each other tight

Afraid to let go, not wanting to let go

It was magic, magic in the night

Alone, away from the misery of society

A peaceful, beautiful night

We sang, we laughed, we laid on the sand

Talking to each other for hours

Looking up at the moon and stars

Making a wish, the night would never end

A passionate kiss with rhythmic pulses

Running up and down our spines

Wonderful sensations very hypnotic

Ecstasy, bliss, rapture well achieved

Our hearts forever bound together

Nothing matters except the here and now

If but one kiss, one touch, one breath

If we could hold onto the Sands of time

We would grip it tight, hand in hand

Unbreakable, unshakable hold

Paint this portrait in our minds

In our precious, tender hearts

We can’t let go, can’t be torn apart

May the dream never end

May the night never fade

May we be forever locked in this fantasy