Because 

2017-03-28 22.00.06The day, the day, the day
What a query
The sun beams about
With a purpose
Bringing heat, light
The dead night
Back to life
Do we ask why, no;
The night, the night, the night
Many questions
The sky turns dark
Stars gleam with beauty
The sun hides
Creatures slumber
The mad and scary
Greatly thrive;
The body, the body, the body
Numerous questions
The eyes, the brain
To see, to think
The feet, the hands
To walk, to touch
The heart, the veins
To feel, to spread pain;
The soul, the soul, the soul
Quite the query
Spirit of life
Where dreams spawn
Where love sparks
Inspiration is born
Connection to the universe
From body to Heaven;
Why does the sun shine
Why is the night sky dark
Why does the body feel
Why does the soul exist
Just because…

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Human Being 

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I am just a human being
What is inside can’t be seen
A broken, shattered heart
A frozen soul ice hard
Your eyes can’t pentatrate
My mind, you can’t alleviate
My deep hidden pain
You can’t help or change
Who I am or what I am
You won’t understand;
I make many mistakes
Gone through heartbreak
Misery is an unwanted friend
That visits time and again
Sadness is well known
The darkness is my home;
Into the mirror I gaze
I am caught in a haze
What do I see before me
A broken, fragile human being
I am not perfect, I am alive
If you could feel as I
You would massage my heart
Caress my mind which is dark
You would gently hold
My shattered, aching soul;
Can you show me how to smile
Am I too repulsive and vile
Teach me how to feel
Let your warm embrace heal
I am not normal, far from
You might just turn and run;
I am barely a man, disesteemed
By definition only, a human being

Dear Mr. Insane Pain

wp-1489959643348.jpgRUNNING AWAY FROM MYSELF

RUNNING AWAY TO MY DEATH

I CAN’T LIVE WITH MYSELF

I CAN’T DIE BUT ONE DEATH;

RUNNING TOWARDS TROUBLE

RUNNING FROM MY PAST

I CAN’T STEP INTO YESTERDAY

I CAN’T CRAWL INTO THE FUTURE

PRESENT DAY AND TIME

I AM TRAPPED IN A BUBBLE;

DEAR MISTER INSANE PAIN

WON’T YOU LET ME BREATHE

CAN’T YOU LET ME SEE

WHY WON’T YOU LET ME GO

YOUR TALONS PIERCE;

HELLO MY DEAR FRIEND,

WAKE UP AND HEAR ME

I’M CRYING, I’M RUNNING,

I’M SCREAMING IN MY BRAIN

DEAR MISTER INSANE PAIN RELEASE ME;

THE DEVIL SITS ON MY SHOULDER

“COME DANCE WITH ME;

MY FRIEND THE REAPER AWAITS

DON’T FEAR ANYTHING

THERE IS NO WRONG OR RIGHT”

IN MY MIND THERE ARE TWO

SIDES OF MY EXISTENCE

I’M RUNNING NO WHERE

I AM A SLAVE TO THE PAIN

MY ANGEL’S WINGS HAVE BEEN SLICED

SIX FOOT UNDER

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RAINING, POURING, DOESN’T MATTER

STORMING, FLOODING, YOU ARE HAPPY

ONLY IF I’M DEEP DOWN UNDER

YOU DESPISE AND DETEST ME

REVEL IN YOUR REVILE OF ME

MISERY, MISERY YOU CAUSE ME;

YOU PULL ME DOWN, DOWN, DOWN

I TRY TO BREATHE, YOU SUFFOCATE ME

IF I RISE YOU KNOCK ME DOWN

BLACKENED SOUL, YOU HAVE NO REMORSE

I CAN’T BREAK AWAY FROM YOUR GRIP

BURY ME DEEP, BREAK MY FINGERTIPS;

YOU WILL BE HAPPY, HAPPY

WHEN I’M SIX FOOT UNDER

DANCING AND SPITTING ON MY GRAVE

SIX FOOT, SIX FOOT, SIX FOOT

RAISING HELL LIKE THUNDER

UNDER, UNDER, SIX FOOT UNDER

Rejected by Heaven and Hell

heaven-hellMANY YEARS AGO THE WORLD WAS INTRODUCED

TO A NEW UNUSUAL HUMAN BEING

UNIQUE AND QUITE DIFFERENT IN MANY

ASPECTS, NOT WORTH SEEING

GROWING INTO A YOUNG MAN, THIS BEING

HAD A GREAT UNRIVALED MIND

GENIUS SOME WOULD SAY, INTELLIGENCE

FROM OUT OF THIS WORLD

QUESTIONS BEYOND THE ASTRONOMICAL SPHERE

ANSWERS NO EARTHLY BEING SHOULD BE ABLE TO KNOW

DEBATE ON THE EXISTENCE OF GOD AND HEAVEN

DEBATE ON THE EXISTENCE OF THE DEVIL AND HELL

HE HAS AN UNDISPUTED POINT OF VIEW, PHILOSOPHY

ALL IS CLEAR, NO PERSPECTIVE IS EQUAL

HE HAS NO EQUAL IN MIND, OR SOUL

HE IS IN A VOID ALL HIS OWN

KNOCKING ON THE DOOR OF HEAVEN WITH NO ANSWER

SCRATCHING ON THE DOORSTEPS OF HELL

WITH ONLY ECHOES OF FINGERNAILS

DOES NO ONE WANT THIS CREATURE

OF UNPARALLELED INTELLIGENCE TO EXIST

BEING THIS INCOMPARABLE,

GODLIKE, IS NOT WANTED BY ANYONE

NOT BY HEAVEN, NOT BY HELL

CHRISTMAS WISH

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 A CHRISTMAS WISH, A CHRISTMAS DREAM,

I HOPE TO FEEL LOVE AGAIN

A BROKEN HEART, A SHATTERED SOUL

 TURN BACK TIME BEFORE THE PAIN BEGINS

TURN BACK TO WHEN I HAD HOPE

WHEN MY FUTURE WAS BRIGHT

TURN DOWN A LESS WINDING ROAD

WITH NO DEAD END IN SIGHT;

COULD MY YESTERDAY BE A BETTER TOMORROW

COULD MY TODAY BE A HAPPIER DAY

COULD MY TOMORROW COME WITH THE SUN

WILL MY SORROW BE WASHED AWAY;

CAN I FIND A BEAUTIFUL SNOW ANGEL

WILL SHE SHATTER MY MONOTONOUS LIFE

TURN MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN

BREAK ME FREE OF MY INTERNAL STRIFE;

A CHRISTMAS WISH, A CHRISTMAS DREAM,

DO CHRISTMAS MIRACLES REALLY EXIST

CAN I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN

WILL IT BE A CHRISTMAS MYTH

10,000 Times

10000

You are a majestic, graceful woman

My heart bleeds for you

I yearn for your touch

I need you close

I shout for you, beg for you

Come into my arms

Let me embrace your warmth

Hold you through the night,

Reaching and wanting you

Eager to have you with me;

You say yes and reach for me

Only half way, holding back

Saying that’s as far as you can reach

Yes, you will meet me

Yes, you will be with me

Yes, to my every want and desire;

No, we can never meet

No, we can never touch

Never to be in each other’s arms;

10,000 times I call your name

10,000 times I feel the pain

10,000 times you stole my heart

10,000 times you broke my heart

10,000 times I should have learned

10,000 times I’ve been burned