Dear Mr. Insane Pain

wp-1489959643348.jpgRUNNING AWAY FROM MYSELF

RUNNING AWAY TO MY DEATH

I CAN’T LIVE WITH MYSELF

I CAN’T DIE BUT ONE DEATH;

RUNNING TOWARDS TROUBLE

RUNNING FROM MY PAST

I CAN’T STEP INTO YESTERDAY

I CAN’T CRAWL INTO THE FUTURE

PRESENT DAY AND TIME

I AM TRAPPED IN A BUBBLE;

DEAR MISTER INSANE PAIN

WON’T YOU LET ME BREATHE

CAN’T YOU LET ME SEE

WHY WON’T YOU LET ME GO

YOUR TALONS PIERCE;

HELLO MY DEAR FRIEND,

WAKE UP AND HEAR ME

I’M CRYING, I’M RUNNING,

I’M SCREAMING IN MY BRAIN

DEAR MISTER INSANE PAIN RELEASE ME;

THE DEVIL SITS ON MY SHOULDER

“COME DANCE WITH ME;

MY FRIEND THE REAPER AWAITS

DON’T FEAR ANYTHING

THERE IS NO WRONG OR RIGHT”

IN MY MIND THERE ARE TWO

SIDES OF MY EXISTENCE

I’M RUNNING NO WHERE

I AM A SLAVE TO THE PAIN

MY ANGEL’S WINGS HAVE BEEN SLICED

SIX FOOT UNDER

grave

RAINING, POURING, DOESN’T MATTER

STORMING, FLOODING, YOU ARE HAPPY

ONLY IF I’M DEEP DOWN UNDER

YOU DESPISE AND DETEST ME

REVEL IN YOUR REVILE OF ME

MISERY, MISERY YOU CAUSE ME;

YOU PULL ME DOWN, DOWN, DOWN

I TRY TO BREATHE, YOU SUFFOCATE ME

IF I RISE YOU KNOCK ME DOWN

BLACKENED SOUL, YOU HAVE NO REMORSE

I CAN’T BREAK AWAY FROM YOUR GRIP

BURY ME DEEP, BREAK MY FINGERTIPS;

YOU WILL BE HAPPY, HAPPY

WHEN I’M SIX FOOT UNDER

DANCING AND SPITTING ON MY GRAVE

SIX FOOT, SIX FOOT, SIX FOOT

RAISING HELL LIKE THUNDER

UNDER, UNDER, SIX FOOT UNDER

Rejected by Heaven and Hell

heaven-hellMANY YEARS AGO THE WORLD WAS INTRODUCED

TO A NEW UNUSUAL HUMAN BEING

UNIQUE AND QUITE DIFFERENT IN MANY

ASPECTS, NOT WORTH SEEING

GROWING INTO A YOUNG MAN, THIS BEING

HAD A GREAT UNRIVALED MIND

GENIUS SOME WOULD SAY, INTELLIGENCE

FROM OUT OF THIS WORLD

QUESTIONS BEYOND THE ASTRONOMICAL SPHERE

ANSWERS NO EARTHLY BEING SHOULD BE ABLE TO KNOW

DEBATE ON THE EXISTENCE OF GOD AND HEAVEN

DEBATE ON THE EXISTENCE OF THE DEVIL AND HELL

HE HAS AN UNDISPUTED POINT OF VIEW, PHILOSOPHY

ALL IS CLEAR, NO PERSPECTIVE IS EQUAL

HE HAS NO EQUAL IN MIND, OR SOUL

HE IS IN A VOID ALL HIS OWN

KNOCKING ON THE DOOR OF HEAVEN WITH NO ANSWER

SCRATCHING ON THE DOORSTEPS OF HELL

WITH ONLY ECHOES OF FINGERNAILS

DOES NO ONE WANT THIS CREATURE

OF UNPARALLELED INTELLIGENCE TO EXIST

BEING THIS INCOMPARABLE,

GODLIKE, IS NOT WANTED BY ANYONE

NOT BY HEAVEN, NOT BY HELL

CHRISTMAS WISH

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 A CHRISTMAS WISH, A CHRISTMAS DREAM,

I HOPE TO FEEL LOVE AGAIN

A BROKEN HEART, A SHATTERED SOUL

 TURN BACK TIME BEFORE THE PAIN BEGINS

TURN BACK TO WHEN I HAD HOPE

WHEN MY FUTURE WAS BRIGHT

TURN DOWN A LESS WINDING ROAD

WITH NO DEAD END IN SIGHT;

COULD MY YESTERDAY BE A BETTER TOMORROW

COULD MY TODAY BE A HAPPIER DAY

COULD MY TOMORROW COME WITH THE SUN

WILL MY SORROW BE WASHED AWAY;

CAN I FIND A BEAUTIFUL SNOW ANGEL

WILL SHE SHATTER MY MONOTONOUS LIFE

TURN MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN

BREAK ME FREE OF MY INTERNAL STRIFE;

A CHRISTMAS WISH, A CHRISTMAS DREAM,

DO CHRISTMAS MIRACLES REALLY EXIST

CAN I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN

WILL IT BE A CHRISTMAS MYTH

10,000 Times

10000

You are a majestic, graceful woman

My heart bleeds for you

I yearn for your touch

I need you close

I shout for you, beg for you

Come into my arms

Let me embrace your warmth

Hold you through the night,

Reaching and wanting you

Eager to have you with me;

You say yes and reach for me

Only half way, holding back

Saying that’s as far as you can reach

Yes, you will meet me

Yes, you will be with me

Yes, to my every want and desire;

No, we can never meet

No, we can never touch

Never to be in each other’s arms;

10,000 times I call your name

10,000 times I feel the pain

10,000 times you stole my heart

10,000 times you broke my heart

10,000 times I should have learned

10,000 times I’ve been burned

Death

This is the hour of hell

Beginning of legends to tell

Absence of lights

Resistance of innocent nights

Fever of burning desires

Heat of endless fires

Sadness, pleasures in pain

Goodness of minds turn insane

Death is waiting outside

Waiting for you to try suicide

Taking and possessing minds

No sense of feelings left behind

Darkness forms deeper in depth

Air grows thin as you take a breath

Mysterious visions before your eyes

Makes you tense, scared to rise

Depression raging out of control

Fear of losing your soul

Myths, legends, and stories come true

This painful nightmare comes to you

Darkness and blackness you will know

You are death and blind in your soul

Death you hate, death is fate

Death you must now await

Two open heart souls

night

Ghostly, soft silhouette of the moon

Scattered stars shimmer lightly

A peaceful, beautiful night

Two wandering, curious souls

Meet by the slightest of chance

Shadows cast around us hauntingly

Whispering, quiet conversation

A deep look into the inner sphere

Exploration of the heart and mind

Lay down upon the rough ground

Stare up into the grand canvas

Paint great and wonderful scenery;

Take a stroll down to the water’s edge

Sit on the rocks and boulders

Gazing into the greatness of a waterfall

The rushing sound of water

Make the blood rush in the veins

The return of conversation again

Laughter overwhelms, echoing

 Through the morning twilight

Stroll again towards the roads of wonder

An adventure in the night,

An adventure under the moonlight

An adventure of two wounded hearts,

Two tortured souls

Just for one night comforted each other