LIFE OR DEATH

2017-04-21 14.34.48SITTING IN A DINER

ALL ALONE

RAIN COMING DOWN

WAITING FOR THE SUNSHINE

THE JUKEBOX IS PLAYING 

A SAD SONG

DRINKING MY COFFEE

THINKING IN THIS MOMENT OF TIME;

SOMETIMES LIFE JUST

ISN’T FAIR

THINKING OF YOU

REMEMBERING YOUR SMILE

I KNOW I’M TO BLAME

FOR YOUR DEATH

YOU SAVED A LIFE

BUT, I, I DIDN’T WANT A CHILD;

I KNOW YOU ARE IN

HEAVEN NOW

WHERE THERE’S NO PAIN

A RAINBOW SHINES FOR YOU

NOW I HAVE TO LIVE

KNOWING THAT

YOU ARE DEAD BECAUSE

I WANTED TO KILL A PART OF YOU;

MY MIND IS SEARCHING

FOR THE ANSWERS

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DRIVE

ON THAT RAINY NIGHT

IF ONLY YOU WOULD’VE STAYED

YOU WOULD STILL BE ALIVE

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She wonders and ponders

sad-girlShe wonders and ponders

What could be wrong with her

Why is it she always feels stressed

Why does she feel a void in her life

She believes she’s an empty shell

Fear creeps in daily;

Will she live another day

Will she die at a young age

Will her internal ache ever heal

So many questions, so many thoughts;

She is beautiful and intelligent

She has wonderful, great friends

Things look good to the outside world

No one sees the rainstorm that resides inside her

Is there love in her future

Will her days be numerous

That will turn into many months

Which will eventually turn into years

Will her rainstorm turn into sunshine

Will her void be filled

She wonders and ponders….