WARRIOR

WARRIORI WAS BORN OF THE DIRT

OUT OF THE EARTH I ROSE

I STAND ALONE READY FOR BATTLE

HEAD HELD HIGH WITH MY CHEST OUT

I DON’T NEED A GUN, NO KNIFE

NO BOMBS, I DON’T NEED ARMOR

I HAVE THE DIRT OF THE EARTH

I HAVE A FIRE BLAZING INFERNO INSIDE

I HAVE MY ARMS AND HANDS

I HAVE MY LEGS AND FEET

I AM MADE OF STONE, A FIERCE BEAST

A BRAVE SPIRIT, A GALLANT HEART

 SCORCHING BLOOD IN MY VEINS, A FIERY HEART

WHATEVER THE SEASON, WHATEVER ELEMENT

A RAIN STORM, A BLISTERING BLIZZARD

THE BURNING HEAT OF THE SUN

DAY OR NIGHT DOESN’T MATTER

I’M ALWAYS READY FOR A FIGHT;

YOU CAN CUT MY SKIN BUT

YOU WON’T WATCH ME BLEED

YOU CAN STRIKE ME WITH YOUR BLADE

SLICE ME DEEP, THAT WON’T FAZE ME

I WILL HOWL AT THE WICKED MOON

SPIT IN THE DIRT PUT IT IN MY WOUND;

NO OCEAN TOO DEEP, NO RIVER TOO WIDE

NO DESERT TOO VAST, NO FOREST

TOO TREACHEROUS OR DARK

NO MOUNTAIN TOO HIGH

I BRAVE ALL ELEMENTS, ALL NATURAL

WONDERS OF THE WORLD;

YOU CAN KNOCK ME DOWN

BLACKEN MY BODY AGAIN AND AGAIN

 I WILL NEVER GIVE IN

TORTURE ME I WILL NOT SCREAM

I AM COURAGEOUS AND STRONG

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER RUN

I AM A WARRIOR THROUGH AND THROUGH

FROM MY VERY CORE, HEART AND SOUL

IT’S ALL I AM, ALL I KNOW

A WARRIOR, A WARRIOR

UNTIL I BREATHE NO MORE

UNTIL MY BODY ONCE AGAIN EMBRACES

THE COLD DARK EARTH, THE VERY DIRT

FROM WHICH I WAS BORN

 

 

 

 

 

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Slumber Until My Death 

Soul dark worn out
Pain so great
Nothing left inside
I tried to find happiness
Happiness ran out on me
I’ve got to pull myself
Out of myself
Hidden deep inside myself
I’ve got to eat my suffering
I’ve got to drink my tears away
She is my hole in my heart
Absence of warm flesh
No body for me to hold
No face for me to look Upon
Just the shadows
In this lonely, old home
Just the mental images
Inside my deranged, fragile mind
I’m a slave of decay
Haunted by faded yesterday
The blood in my veins
Feels like hardened crystals;
Lay in the dirt let the
Death worm crawl into my ear
Burrow deep in my brain
Devour my pain
Choke down my shattered,
Fragmented memories
Chew and swallow my eyes
So that I can no longer see
The beauty of happiness
Which is a visual of misery
My own personal Hell
Can I fall into a coma
Slumber until my death

Blank

I’ve got a blank mind
A blank heart, a blank soul
A blank existence
My vision sees nothing
No past, no present, no future
No love, no life, no death
Just blank blank blank;
I see nothing in the skies
I see nothing in the oceans
I see nothing in my dreams;
Is the world bright
Is the world white
Is there even day or night;
Am I floating in a void
Am I in my conscious world
Or in a state of unconsciousness;
Am I motionless in a tranquil abyss
Am I really here, do I exist
There’s no pain, no emotion, no bliss
Just a blanket of nothingness
Just blank blank blank…

A letter

20170702_141851-2I’m writing you this letter
I can’t say to you all I want
How I feel to your precious face,
My words flow so easy on paper
I don’t get tongue tied
My emotions don’t get twisted
My heart doesn’t stop
I remember to breathe
When I’m not face to face
With you and your beauty;
I want you to know how
You make me feel
This letter to you is my heart
Hold on to it dearly;
I remember when you walked
Into my life so innocent,
So very full of life and beauty
My eyes focused on your
Every move, my ears held
Every word you breathed,
I watched your lips as you
Softly spoke, I watched as
You twirled your hair;
Did you see me, did you even
Notice my eyes were upon you
Did you just look past me;
I’m reaching out to you
In this moist letter
Will you return this letter unopened
Will you send me a letter,
Maybe you are also shy
Maybe, hopefully you feel the same
Maybe you take my hand and say
That you’ve been waiting for me
To talk to you to confess
My heart’s deepest, and intimate
Desire, or to just say to you
“Take my hand come with me
Fullfill my destiny, be my true
One and only lover, kiss me,
Hold me in your arms as we
Look into the horizon;
Please read this letter
Tell me we can be together

A VISION TO BEHOLD

EYES HAS SHE

TO LOOK UPON INDEED

EYES THAT SHINE

SO GENTLE AND KIND

EYES TO BEHOLD

OPENED OR CLOSED

HAZEL SOMETIMES GREEN

A VISION SO SERENE

NOSE TO EARS TO CHEEKS

MAKES ONE WEEK

LIPS MOIST, LUSCIOUS

VOICE GRACEFUL, MELODIOUS

HAIR OF BROWN

LOVELINESS ABOUND

SKIN SOFT, SMOOTH

HER PULCHRITUDE SOOTHES

SUNRISE, SUNSHINE

EYES NEVER BLIND

TO HER ELEGANCE, GRACE

MAKE HASTE, MAKE HASTE

SUCH A SIGHT TO SEE

GO WITH GREAT SPEED

BASK IN HER RADIANCE

A WONDROUS EXPERIENCE

TO YOUR KNEES YOU WILL FALL

YOU WILL BE IN AWE

OF WHAT YOU SEE

OF HER BEAUTY;

IS THAT THE SUN?

HAS HEAVEN COME?

IS IT THE SUNRISE?

NO, IT’S JUST HER EYES

HER SMILE, SHINNING THROUGH

HER WARMTH SO TRUE Continue reading “A VISION TO BEHOLD”

LIFE OR DEATH

2017-04-21 14.34.48SITTING IN A DINER

ALL ALONE

RAIN COMING DOWN

WAITING FOR THE SUNSHINE

THE JUKEBOX IS PLAYING 

A SAD SONG

DRINKING MY COFFEE

THINKING IN THIS MOMENT OF TIME;

SOMETIMES LIFE JUST

ISN’T FAIR

THINKING OF YOU

REMEMBERING YOUR SMILE

I KNOW I’M TO BLAME

FOR YOUR DEATH

YOU SAVED A LIFE

BUT, I, I DIDN’T WANT A CHILD;

I KNOW YOU ARE IN

HEAVEN NOW

WHERE THERE’S NO PAIN

A RAINBOW SHINES FOR YOU

NOW I HAVE TO LIVE

KNOWING THAT

YOU ARE DEAD BECAUSE

I WANTED TO KILL A PART OF YOU;

MY MIND IS SEARCHING

FOR THE ANSWERS

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DRIVE

ON THAT RAINY NIGHT

IF ONLY YOU WOULD’VE STAYED

YOU WOULD STILL BE ALIVE

Would I could I 

2017-04-07 14.31.14

There’s a girl I knew once upon a time
Not quite yesterday, not quite all my life
She seems to appear like a ghost
I can almost remember her
She is but a faded memory
So close, her face is out of reach;
Hair curly and beautiful
With flowers just a top,
A picture is supposed to tell
A thousand tales
A snapshot in time;
I would could I envision her
Her lovely face taunting me
Her sweet voice so clear once
This girl quite fair, how I strive
To remember, remember
Former years, to take a leap into
The past and grab her hand
Bring her with me
As I time travel to the future
To now, to this day
Just to say hello
I remember you fondly
Hello my friend of many Years
Glad you are here
Glad to see your smiling face;
Would I could I
You are but a dream now
A figment of my imagination
A fragment of my distant past
Oh, mind of mine
Dear brain, keeper of thoughts
Open up the iron door of memories
Let me peer inside I beg of you
Grant me this wish to gaze
Upon my friend’s face
Her most captivating eyes
To look upon her ravishing hair
This I ask, I eagerly plead;
How I desperately want to remember
Remember, remember
Would I could I